11:02 am mum woke me to say she was going out, At least I can write this morning page. Washed the plates in the sink, and wrote down my dream (which btw has been a lot since I'm on my period) filled in my sleep diary and what I did notebook.
11:36 am a cup of peppermint tea in front of me. Now watching Youtube watch later list. Currently, Auggie Smith standup, I love standup.
You know what's frustrating is when people say things that have more than one option and expect you to know which one they mean. Like if I said
'I read 3 books this month,' or
'I'll read 5 more books next month,'
You'd know which is which because of the other words in the sentences and the tone of the word read but if I took those two factors out you'd probably have to guess which one is which or if you were like me say
'Why are you saying the same word twice, I don't understand,'
Auggie's funny I like him and what an unusual name.
I am only working from God's timeline from now on, from today. See what happened is, I had two appointments this week and my period started on Monday but only after the appointment was over. Then the second appointment on the second day (which would be the second day of my appointment in case you're not following {I think I meant to write period, but I'm gonna leave it}) My appointment got (is it cancelled or rescheduled...technically both) I love that for me. I was wondering why my period started at the beginning of the week and not after the two appointments. Because it's never a 28-day cycle, my period is unpredictable. Yesterday my mum invited me to a retreat and I was like
'Oh, that's why,'
God knew that I 100% wouldn't want to go if it happened on my timeline. Which would make those retreat days the 3rd and 4th day of my period. Also maybe I wouldn't have wanted to come still if I wasn't open to something about to happen, all this is for a reason, wonderful.
20 minutes, see you when I see you.
PS: No one else in the house and just as I was about to go back to sleep my niece woke up. Seconds later my sister came. So yea God's timeline.
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