11: 22 am, a cup of fresh ginger and water in front of me. I
have not had fresh garlic and water for a while it is ok, but it is not a
favourite. I would probably put it last after Lemon and Lime, but I still like
it. Agatha Christie's Marple on my Mac. There are 18 episodes, so I have been
watching it for days. One of the things I love about this show is the amazing
guest stars. Even people I never thought would be on (looking at you Holly
Willoughby)
Yesterday was the 21st day of the 21 days of abundance I was
doing. The last day was to review in a video, audio, or text form. I choose
text form. I wrote it out first, then when it came time to record, I couldn't
do it. It felt like when I talk to someone on the phone and I forget things I
wanted to say.
"I advise you to make a video next time,"
I started overthinking and regretting. I tell myself I know
why I did it that way and that's good enough for me.
My eyes just started itching again.
I am so grateful for these Morning Pages. It is going to
help me to write my books, writing without a filter, without editing along the
way. I have been learning to do that with my feelings. That includes being in
love. I think I reached a turning point when I admitted it to myself only last
year. I always told myself it was just a crush (even though it has been 10+ years).
I told myself everything to get rid of
my feelings. Just like I did my shy and quietness. Not that he is a horrible
person no regrets about not telling even though he is not single now.
"My feelings are valid,"
My wrist always aches when I write on paper and I get pins
and needles in my ring finger and my little finger only (for some reason).
Maybe there is something I can use or do to stop it; I will look it up after
this.
36 minutes, see you when I see you.