Morning Page #162

 I haven't been to bed for no particular reason. I was hungry and made a plate of pasta. 

I need to do things for myself and more because I want to and not don't do it not because I think I shouldn't. I will do what I want more times than I won't.

11:29 am a cup of Peppermint tea in front of me. Found out 9-1-1 seasons 4 and 5 are now on disney+. It drives home the patience that was drilled into me, the lesson has been learnt. From now on I am going to wait and choose patience. 

I decided to film a morning routine for my new YouTube channel. The latest chapter of God's timeline is a motivational jar with 365 quotes for next year. 

I right now working on manifesting my dream life. Speaking of my dreams are back. 3 dreams yesterday including one about...my crush. 

Whenever I think about manifesting I also think about that FRIENDS episode when Ross and Racheal broke up and Joey was like 

'Put Olives on the pizza, put olives on the pizza,'

The fact is there is a lot I don't know. I don't know why people act the way they do, what happened before I saw them, what was their reason.

I've talked about my HSP before. And I'm an everything happens for a reason girl. Sometimes it's easy to just let it go. If I met someone angry or rude I know it's probably not about me. Like... the reason I'm still single (missed opportunities). Sometimes knowing the reason would be petty helpful and make my life easier. Like why I'm still single (missed opportunities)

1hr 27 minutes, see you when I see you.