I set myself a goal to read 100 books this year. It might seem a lot, but I think it's doable because I read 83 books last year. I worked it out that if I read 8 a month I could do it.
That's how I taught myself to handle things like this, break them down into small pieces. I mean 100 is a big number 8 12 times makes it manageable.
I'm trying not to repeat something I've written before, which is why I had to delete the last one. I must remember to delete it from my USB.
I am noticing a change in myself. it's not really something that would be noticeable to others, though some of it might.
I even cut my hair a week ago, but that's not what I'm talking about.
Any social interaction...any time another person was in the room. I'd be on high alert, worrying about the high standard I put on myself. My heart would be going 100 miles per hour. Today I was relaxed.
Of course, I worried, and I overthought (I don't think that's a word) till the cows came home. It was all fine because everything I said was the truth (ah, speaking in riddles)
20 minutes, see you when I see you.