Morning page #149

 I Woke up at 06: 29 am and went to the toilet. I needed to wee. I decided to make a cup of tea and then write a morning page. I am getting flashbacks of my dream last night, Usually, when that happens I remember a good chunk of it later on.

07:58 am a cup of fart tea (Moringa) in front of me. I slept to tarot card readings on Youtube.

Sort of remember seeing my older brother and younger sister in my dream. I was thinking of one but I changed it to my at the last minute because I have more than one of both. But I don't think it matters.

I am obsessed with playing the...game?...game of words. It's a find the world game (yea let's go with that). it's a way to exercise my brain I love downloading apps that fall into the category of brain training/brain teasers. My rule is when I am stuck on a level I delete it and move on. The reason...

Now I remember seeing my youngest niece.

Was it the same dream? 

I'm leaning towards no. Though not all different, Maybe there were three dreams. 

When I am stuck on a level I get frustrated I can't complete it. And then it leans into stress. I'm actually playing it while writing this.

My tea is probably cold did I say what type of tea it was? 

Oh I was going to say what I was watching...no I did that (facepalm) 

btw I love my Mythical mug.

The funny thing is I don't remember watching any videos before 2019, but it says I've been subscribed since 2014. 

Did Youtube just not show me videos for that long or did I never click on them?   

definitely possible if you know Youtube. I don't think the date I subscribed could be wrong. I became aware of them in that year I'm sure of it. Maybe I unconsciously....consciously what is the right word. The only explanation is I did it in my sleep. Or probably just don't remember.

I've spent the last few days typing up the 31 love letters I've written so far and putting them on a USB. Love letters/ future hubby letters. Now I am thinking about how I would present them to him on our 1st anniversary I landed on a folder which I will decorate.

30 minutes, see you when I see you.