Morning page #160

 Woke at...I'm not sure, actually, it was 8: 27 when I came back from the bathroom (number 1) and put some tea in a cup to brew. I also had an orange. 

8: 56 am, I felt like having black tea. It's always my gift to myself when I go anywhere, the teas. It's Earl Grey. I haven't had that in years. 

Zack Morris is trash according to the Youtube video I'm watching right now. If you know where that character is from you and I are instantly friends. 

What a great two days, pretty sure I wrote about the women's conference yesterday. Today's teaching was about time management. What I took from it is a better way to manage my time. 24 hours (well 24 minus 8 hours give or take) in the day yet I still feel like I don't have enough hours in the day to get everything I want to do done. I have been very aware of things that waste my time for a few years. It started with the pointless courses (or more accurately {because no course is pointless I don't believe} course I'm put on when I haven't been on one for a few months)

My measurement of things that are wasting my time is whether it will be useful to me in 5 years. Will I need/be thinking about it in 5 years? 

Here's what is happening in my life today.

A word that springs to mind is acceptance. Acceptance about who I am 100%. I am right now in a stage of a changed mindset which has helped me to let go of stress and relax about the worries that have been in my life in the past. I have given myself over to God almost completely by letting things happen. The latest is to post a tarot card reading. Which I will do today. In the past, I would be worrying about the lighting or the fact the sound probably won't be great. 

The reason I say almost completely is I am still worried about not being able to do what God wants me to do straight away. Like when God told me to write a prayer request but it meant me getting up and asking someone, I couldn't. I feel guilty but I shouldn't because God knows exactly how I will react. He makes things happen, he made the church pray for all the single women. That's letting life happen.

43 minutes, see you when I see you.