I woke at 4:47 am in Lether head, and went to the toilet.
5: 18 am a cup of Peppermint tea in front of me. I just remembered there's always a kettle in the room. Currently watching Youtube watch later list, Tony Baker on laugh factor to be exact.
My mum and I travelled to letterhead for this year's women of wisdom international conference. The last time I came was in 2019.
My newest thing/ affirmation is to trust God's timeline. I think I wrote this not in the last one the one before.
Should I check?...no I've started so I'll finish.
I had two appointments at the beginning of the week and my period started after the first one. 2nd one got cancelled, grateful for that. Then my mum invited me to the women of wisdom conference on Wednesday, taking place on Friday and Saturday. This would make it the 5th and 6th day of my period. If I was in charge I would have put my period after those two appointments, which would make it the 3rd and 4th days of my period. I know I 100% wouldn't have wanted to go and therefore said no if that was the case. I would have missed this wonderful teaching about your impact on the world no matter another person's opinions or thoughts. I think it ties into God's timing, what is meant for me will be for me lesson.
These morning pages are about honesty so I will say God told me you will meet the man you are going to marry this year the year was 2006. I had just been through depression a month before. Since then that has been my number one goal and the six kids. Things have come to make me disbelieve this, like my overthinking and overanalysing because of the evidence presented I see.
ah this is brave to write in a blog post (no one is reading these anyway)
I know he feels the same way and I am waiting for him to contact me. I can't contact him, because of reasons.
It's 5:55 oops I think it's time to stop.
37 minutes (I thought it was longer) see you when I see you.
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