Sunday 17 April 2022

Morning pages #120 prayer journal

 916 AM bottle of water in front of me. American dad on my Mac. I love bingeing both that and Family Guy. currently season 13 episode 21: Garbage Stan Is playing.

 

I recently brought a gallon water bottle, it has lots or positive motivational quotes on one side, honestly best water bottle I bought from TikTok. The only water bottle I bought on Tictok actually. The only thing I bought on TikTok so far, It cost me 99p, so..bargain. I'm journaling as well. I also recently bought a prayer journal. it's funny the things you don't know you need until you have them. Our Christmas hamper came with one only a few pages, so it didn't last long. so I searched on Amazon (my go-to online shopping site) and came across one called the prayer map for women. in it there is a title here’s what's happening in my life. It has helped me to enjoy life and not strive for better as I've done in the past. I started to do this when I started to really understand the quote

 

‘Happiness is not a destination,’

 

I used to be mad/hate that quote. I thought it was saying something like don't dream live in the moment. Now I realise it's about enjoying your present and dreaming about the future at the same time. That quote led to me writing the best things in my life right now This helps me to appreciate my present and growth. As a single woman, you all know what my biggest dream is everything else is a bonus. In recent years I decided I needed to be okay if that doesn't happen. A Thunder more whenever I'm married with kids or not.

33 minutes, see you when I see you.

 

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