Wednesday, 3 August 2022

Morning page #129 Only honesty from now on.

 

8: 03 am a bowl of fruit in front of me. Watch later (YouTube) tarot card reading on Mac. I would have left it at the first in the past but I’m thinking a lot about the reason nowadays.

The reason: fear of judgement. 15-year-old Esther would assume that as a Christian born again Christian I wasn’t allowed to even think about this stuff. Just like I wasn’t allowed to vocalize how I really felt about the LGBTQ+ community. I’m a girl of signs so I must share that I’ve been seeing more and more hearts. Recently, I saw one a few minutes ago when I was making tea.

I think I am going to try to add me for a reason or what lead to here’s…uh, I’m not explaining it well, but you’ll understand when you read the next line.

I woke with a cough and my throat was itching. So, I went to get some tea. Then I saw my mum’s iPad, so I decided to post today’s affirmation.

I’m wondering if I should talk about my affirmations project or leave it for another day (well it won’t take long)

Basically, I’ve been posting an affirmation on my TikTok since January, 21 days at a time.

 

I think I’ll call it for a reason.

At the end of this morning’s page, I’m feeling relaxed and happy. My throat is not itching anymore. The saying in my head after hearing it in a tarot card reading.

‘You are more powerful than you think, and not just with your words…but also that too,’

 

27 minutes, see you when I see you

 

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