Woke at 10: 48 seconds later my mum brought my niece, Valerie, to my room with a toy. That's how she says can you look after her for a while?
I slept to family guy episodes, in turn, woke to it too.
currently, season 4 episode 26 is playing.
10:56 am, I am awaiting a phone appointment at 2 pm. I'm anxious about it. I was meant to go to recruitment on the 24th of August (my birthday). I didn't tell my work coach at the time.
The reason: I did forget for a second is that whole 'must be right or else' thing. I thought I didn't have a choice. Been one way for so long that I forgot I have one.
I am worried my work coach will be mad. She will have expected me to go.
I'm worried she'll say
"why didn't you say it was your birthday,'
and I won't be able to say the above reason. This anxiety before an appointment is the reason I know universal credit can't stay in my life for much longer. I will be much much happier when it's gone.
Right now I'm thinking about the love of my life.
I wonder what my soulmate is doing this second?
Is he asleep?
Is he awake?
How many days till he makes contact?
That's the stage on my journey to a relationship and therefore all my dreams coming true. In the past I would be like, I hope he feels the same way and I wish for him to contact me. Now I'm like, I know he feels the same way. Can't wait for him to contact me
(11:11 am)
15 minutes, see you when I see you
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