Saturday, 6 August 2022

Morning page #131 thinking of…crush

 11:07 am but still tired, how is that possible (might be because my alarm went off) I’m about to make myself some tea (probably some peppermint)

Oh my God, my dream is coming back…now it’s gone.

…tea because my throat is tickling. I feel the bruing (well that’s wrong) brewing of a sore throat.

I just remembered my dream …and now it’s gone.

 11:28 am a cup of peppermint tea in front of me, The daily show on my mac. I only watch that show on YouTube. Still need to journal, sketch and doodle- a -day.

Just remembered my dream…I need to write that down.

My work coach forgot to set up the next appointment for 10 days and I didn’t know what was going on. Talking to people is not an option. I don’t mean like it’s difficult because yea that too. I mean like that option is nowhere on my list. Because it’s risky, it comes with regret every time (ok, maybe not every time) Either the answer is obvious (like when I asked my mum why it’s called the blue) and I feel like an idiot sending me backwards or I have reminded them of something they forgot. Not gonna lie I am feeling a little impatient (just a touch) about the things that need to be gone from my life one thing in particular 

๐Ÿ ๐Ÿ ๐Ÿ ‘cough, cough,’๐Ÿ ‰๐Ÿ ‰๐Ÿ ‰

Thinking of doing a mind map every month, until I get sick of it. It helps me to get my feelings, not in my head. I did one for May and I did one for July.

I wonder what the one is doing right now. Is he asleep? Is he at work? Is he in someone else arms? These are the questions on a loop in my mind every day.

24 minutes, see you when I see you.

I didn’t even touch my tea, still hot.


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