Morning page #218

 I was able to lucid dream today. I think I had a breakthrough that will stay private.

Woke at 7...ish washed plates in the sink made some tea. Did my list of affirmations. 

10:31 am Gmm season 22 on my laptop, Moringa tea in front of me. I'm back on that. Man, I was in the mood to write a morning page now I forgot what I was going to write.

 

I dreamt last night that I was lost and kept turning into insects. That type of stuff is an opportunity to lucid dream, but I missed it. At one point I came to a house and my ball got stuck in their gate, like on it. I tried to take the other ball that was there but a boy told me to take mine from the window. Then we kicked a ball around, I was a boy and I hesitated to say my age when he asked. At the last minute, I realised and said 

'This is a dream,' 

I kept seeing a dead family member. I kept saying 

'Go away,'

When I woke God said

'They are trying to apologize, let them,'

'Ok,'

All dreams are impossible before they become possible. The doubts make my walls stronger.

29 minutes, see you when I see you.