12:55 a cup of Inner Clarity Twinnings tea, which is Lemon balm and camomile tea I think camomile tea was my first step into herbal tea. I remember when I first met my friend and she was drinking it. And she asked me have I had, not black tea and I said yes I've had camomile before.
Tea check: drinkable
Anyway, seeing my mum's new boots. She said It's cold outside, very as in freezing cold. It immediately got me thinking about universal credit appointments. I'm not looking forward to going out on the 30th (my next appointment). It also got me thinking of the last one. For some reason all day. I woke thinking it was a 3:40 appointment It was (2:40 btw). So at 2: 39 I was still in my house not dressed. I sent a message to my work coach and added sorry for the inconvenience (Take note this is Important). Thanks to Bolt I got there not too late. I can't remember the time but it wasn't an hour. I felt like I was disturbing him, to be honest. It was almost as if I didn't send the message the last bit was unnecessary he didn't care. His attitude was that I did that on purpose. This got me thinking of the realisation I had this year, that universal credit is working for me not the other way round. All the things UC does is to help get me back into work. Sometimes they abuse their power like when they throw sanctions around like they're paper. Or say the word mandatory, for who?
This year I've taken my focus away from what people think I should be doing. It lowered my stress and anxiety significantly. I am so much happier.
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