Tuesday, 6 February 2024

Morning Page #262

Woke up at 8:26 am and went to the toilet. I was tossing and turning al all night because I was anxious about my appointment tomorrow. A quick shower then I went to the kitchen to make myself a cup of tea.

9:36 am cup of twinnings quiet mind (vanilla, and rooibos) in front of me. Right now I am on TikTok, but I was binging Family Guy episodes on "Disney+. I also Slept to it.

I am very aware of the consequences of my actions. I mean I am turning 40 this year. I can't afford to put myself in a position I don't need to be in. I wish Universal Credit understood that searching for work as a 17/18-year-old is different from an almost 40-year-old. I really need to be left alone.  But I'm also juggling not being seen as lazy or not doing enough to look for work. I just need this to be removed.

45 minutes, see you when I see you.
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