Morning page #261

Woke at 840 ish and I needed the toilet. After that, I played a few levels on Cooking Diary and Treasure Party. Did today's Duolingo lesson. Today's Timehop and manifest app. 11:11 watch later list on YouTube. I was watching GMM's Gut check marathon. A cup of PG tips in front of me. I started bringing out some old merch. Today's is supernatural A lesson was learnt yesterday. 

'There is no going back fall Stop!'

God's exact words, so If you say yes when you wanted to say no. When you said no before. You picked back up a habit you broke. It's not a step back because it was always meant to happen. Imagine we didn't live in a world of www.coms. And we didn't share. Let's say you only saw your journey. For you to be mad you didn't know at 1 year old you would have to carry your tray to your next class. You can't be born and then be in year 2. You have to be a baby and go through 1 2 3 4 5 reception and then year one before get to 2, you can't skip it, you know it's not possible. If you walk Into a dark kitchen and you take more than a second to find the light. Then you beat yourself up about not finding it sooner. Yes, it's the kitchen, I think most kitchen lights are roughly in the same place. The fact is you didn't know where the light was before you knew it. Your life went walk, search for.. let's say 30 seconds, turn on light. It couldn't have gone walk in, turn or light because that's not your journey.

35 minutes, see you when I see you