10:45 am a cup of innings (Revitilise) in front of me. I stood in front of the cupboard for a minute p. I didn't want to make a hot chocolate. I have so many teas, too many choices. I remembered very little of my dream. I had a baby. Meaning I was a mother. Slept to episodes of Family Guy on Disney+
I just want to be left alone. That's a sentence that has been running in my head for days. I am so scared about being in a place I don't want to be. I mean I've been through depression twice. I'm scared of driving down the road to depression city. I know that things are changing I know my survival mode is soon ending. I have a brilliant idea that I know will work. The thing is I don't want to be in a rush. I don't want to push myself out of my comfort zone like I have in the past. I want to enjoy what is to come, every step of it. Anyway, I did some research and I think the course is online which eases my mind a little. I did a customer service course in 2022. Which is why I'm reluctant for any retail-based course. All it gave me was anxiety and stress. I need to let it go. This is what God is trying to teach me. Nothing is a mistake. This course, I need to focus on the positives. Nothing I don't want or am not ready for will come to pass in Jesus' name.
45 minutes see you when I see you
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