Woke up at 8:50, I'm not sure what time I slept exactly but the sun was coming up. That means I slept a few hours and also slept to some audiobooks. I have no doubt I will complete my book challenge this year. Currently 101 out of 156 49 to go.
10:10 am Cup of peach and peppermint tea in front of me. Cherished by Brook St James on YouTube. I went back and forth about writing a morning page today. See what happens is I'm excited to write one and then as soon as I've done all I need to do in the morning. When I finally sat down and started writing my enthusiasm had gone down and I'd forgotten what I was going to write.
There are 3 things currently on a loop In my head at all times
1 Worrying about money
2. My Person
3. The future.
Since the last two go hand in hand (because I will not be worrying about money in the future) Let's go with my person. These morning pages are about the truth, so here we go. I've been in love with someone since 2006 that's 17 years (at least) My feelings were tense from the beginning. Despite everything there was growth. I mean what I know when it comes to him, is you can fit on one finger, as in concrete/100%. Honestly, I think my journey was about self-love. and listen to my intuition. I wasted my time trying to talk myself out of this because the evidence didn't match up. From what I knew about love up to that point was from movies and TV. Two people meet they fall in love for some reason They can't be together bam they get together in the end. And all that happens within an hour. Acceptance was key not just about this, in my life. It's the one word I would use to say how I heated.
All dreams are possible I'm ready for the next chapter to start
48 minutes see you when I see you
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