Tuesday, 6 December 2022

Morning pages #191

 Woke at 10:40 am from a wonderful dream. Me and my boyfriend traveling on a boat. We must have lived on it for a few years because we had kids during too. I have decided I am gonna take dreams like this as the future, not just a dream. Why not the only one who will notice it did not happen is me.

11:48 am, I made some egg (fried) sandwiches. I cut the middle of the bread and put the egg there. It is the first thing I made that I saw in YouTube, I am very proud.

Speaking of dreams, I had one the other day. I would not really consider it a dream in the deep asleep sense. Because it is…I wanna say Rem sleep. Where you are not awake but not totally asleep either (not in deep sleep). I just hear a voice calling my name (male). It is a sound that always jolts me awake. Like the movies show someone waking from a nightmare. It is the only thing close to a recurring dream I have had. Apart from the actual recuring dream I have had (always forgot that) in the past year. I only had three maybe 4 of those dreams and then nothing since I guess because I know it’s because the lesson was learnt.

There is a woman I want to be and until I reach that point, I have work to do.

 

24 minutes, see you when I see you.

 

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