Woke at 8:45 am and I went to the toilet. Washed the plates and dried the clothes in the washing machine.
9:41 am, I am doing a Christmas movie a day this month. With
all the 30-day challenges and affirmations I did year I thought I would finish
it off with some movies. And I also brought the pukka advert calendar.
Yesterday was Noelle, today is The noel diary. Tea is ‘feel new,’ it has
aniseed, fennel (yuk), Cardamon and turmeric. This year has been a year of
rediscovery. I have been trying to rid myself of the image of me through other
people’s eyes. Like yesterday I was so exhausted on days like that I just sleep
all day. It is great but I cannot help feeling guilty and like I should be
doing something. I am stripping my life of the things I do not need. The things
that make my anxiety flare up.
By the way, this movie is…it is not great. Though the female
main character is an amazing singer. I remember her from Station 19.
There is a woman I want to be and until I reach that point,
I have work to do.
35 minutes, see you when I see you.
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