I woke at 8:29 am, went to the toilet and then the kitchen. I am very cold tells me I'll need to layer up when I go for my appointment at 2:30 pm, also, it's raining
Should I write a morning page now or after sleep again?
8: 48 am a cup of Matcha Twinnings tea in front of me. Family Guy season 19 episode 15 customer of the week on Mac. A favourite episode of mine but then most of them are I was going to wash the plates because it's what I usually do to ease my mind and have something to tick off my to-do list and I will end up doing it later.
Tea check: still hot.
After turning the heater on I grabbed myself a banana. Then I filled in my brain and sleep books.
This morning I'm feeling frustrated (from past experiences that's when things change) My mental abusive relationship changed when I stood up for myself and said
'No, you don't treat people like that,'
out loud
Tea check: Still hot
My frustration today is for doing things to please others. What will happen @ my appointment today.
Her: Esther you want to come over.
After I sit down and after I take a few breaths
Her: How's the work search going ( actually it's restart coach so she will probably say how are you? but I've started so I'll finish)
Tea check: less hot, I'll hold it in my hand less hot enough to sip.
I don't know if universal credit training tells them to find out how the job search is going or to actually say the words
How's the job search going?
Take an educated guess mate. I'm sitting in front of you (feeling deja vu so I'm pretty sure I've written it before) I think if you were to put a good chunk of money on not well without asking that question you'd be very rich.
Last night I wrote...I want to say letter 34 of the love letters I've written since 2015. I always had one person in mind when I started these. Love of my life, first love, first crush that turned into love. The only other I've ever considered marriage material.
32 minutes, see you when I see you.
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