Morning Pages #96 FH letters

7:23 AM, Well I thought it's about time I started writing these again..., I don't know how long the last one was. I think at least a week, maybe more.

Update: It was 3 weeks, thereabouts.

It’s one of those I haven’t been to sleep and also haven’t done anything productive. As I stayed up all night unless you count watching TV productive. Even though I haven’t been to sleep I'm still wide awake. So I sit on my bed with a cup of tea (carefully) and inspector Morse (the first episode) On my Mac.
PS: some of the acting in the first episode at least was questionable, but let’s not get into that, this show is a treasure.

My eyes have been itching me for days. I mean I know they say rubbing them makes it worse, ah, I just can’t help it. Whoops, I better check my tea, I bet it’s cold now…almost. Now I have my tea in my hand so the rest of this will be slow.

A few days ago I found myself on Google researching wants vs needs. Which from previous morning pages you will know I’m obsessed with. Anyway, somehow I got on to FH letters, future husband. I wrote my first one in 2015 after a family members wedding rehearsal. The feeling is you never regret it whether you end up getting married or not. That letter was written as a poem. I regret not writing FH letters from the beginning. I do regret that more than I regret not telling that guy how I was feeling.

25 minutes, see you when I see you.