Morning page 257

I woke at 11:36 am and went back to sleep, I woke again at 12:09. I've decided I am going to write a morning page. I was going to say this week but it's Saturday. So this week and next week, until I get sick of it.

12:47 a m cup of Yorkshire tea in front of me. Watch later list on my laptop. I know that where I am now is where I am meant to be. On the surface, I know this. But in the back of my mind, I thought of my life If I had made different choices. I like my life being what happens tomorrow is determined by what happened today. If I didn't see something that made me want to binge-watch all Marvel movies a few months ago. I wouldn't have gotten to the latest Dr Strange movie a few days ago. I wouldn't have started thinking about the multiverse, as in the different versions of me. Me's who choose the opposite of what I choose in this lifetime. I wouldn't have concluded that most versions led to where I am now, the others led to my death so that at 22. All of this wouldn't have happened if God hadn't been trying to get into my head that I am exactly where I need to be right 

29 minutes, see you When I see you.