I think this is one of the ones I'll post. It is my birthday after all. Woke from a dream but now I can't remember what it was about. It was 10: 45 or thereabouts. I did my affirmations and a quick 'have a thought post a video'. Had a little shower and then washed the plates in the sink.
11:11 am Birthday mix on Spotify a cup of tea in front of me. I decided to do a tea leaf reading this morning. So that's the tea I'm drinking.
Have a thought post a video is another way of living without a filter. Self-explanatory really, I have a thought, a realisation if you will. I learned the lesson I was meant to like a light bulb moment.
Today was about survival mode. When you are living paycheck to paycheck. When you are on edge about the next thing to worry about. You are in survival mode. When I say 2023 has been a year of a changed mindset, I'm not kidding. Drastic change I've been focusing on what I want to see and do. I was unfamiliar with that practice until this year. I spend less time on the things I don't see in my future. Let me tell you this for nothing, I've been happier about it.
My realisation and I shouldn't have been surprised because the change has been 100% in my head (mindset) My environment is pretty much the same. My realisation is just that I thought to be out of survival mode I would need God psychically lifting me out because I can't just walk out. I can't just delete my account on universal credit. There are consequences to my actions. I was wrong and I realised that on my 39th birthday. It has always been about me. How can it not be this is my life 'face palm,'
All dreams are possible, full stop that's it
Don't dim your light, Don't forget your power.
27 minutes, see you when I see you
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