Saturday, 26 August 2023

Morning Page #231 The truth will out

I woke at 5: 38 am

Today I remembered that I had the dream. I don't remember what it was about. Woke to the diagnosis murder episode where the bride and groom kill the bride's father. It's one of the funny ones. Had a quick shower and went to the kitchen. 

06: 32am A cup of loose tea I have been doing tarot reading and a ta leaf reading for 6 days in a roll at this point. Diagnosis Murder episodes 5: 6 looks can kill on the laptop.

I woke up thinking about... I went down Overthinking Avenue and stopped at I am Wrong Drive. You know if you really wanted me you would have told me by now. I'm scared I'll be 80 and still single. You didn't even send me a birthday message but then neither did anyone else from 'Get a Life,' so. Now I am back on the road again. My car stalled until I remembered God saying to me.

'You will meet the man you are going to marry this year,' The year was 2006. I even remember the notebook I put it in a yellow fluffy one with an animal on it. I pass the things I don't know Aka the reason for the delay. The next road I come across is you contacting me. As I looked closer I saw seeing you again. Next Road said First Date Avenue. Then I smiled as I drove past all my daydreams coming true. And my mood officially changed when I passed our future life. First of all, if this was just a crush it would be over by now. At max, the second year, maybe the third. Lessons to be learnt could have happened from the memory alone. The reason to still be feeling this way There is only one reason to be still feeling this way I hold on to that. I know no one reads these but I am making myself vulnerable by posting this I'm a very private person. Honestly, I don't care I only need one person to read it. I'm feeling frustrated and confused about this situationship that isn't even that, not even close. The only conclusion is the truth. Whatever it is, soon.

All dreams are possible, full stop that's it

Don't dim your light, Don't forget your power.

47 minutes, see you when I see you

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