Tuesday, 4 April 2023

Morning page #209 Less anxiety more clarity

 I remembered some dreams today. I put on my to-do list that I was going to write one today.

I managed to bake some cookies because I made cookie dough a few days ago. The time was before 12 so I thought why not.


11:45, a cup of chai spice tea in the new mug (it's pretty big ) I brought off TikTok. TikTok shopping has become a regular thing. I think I will have one in the future, I've just decided now (well last month). 


What will I sell you ask?

That's neither here nor there but I'm not positive I will sell sweets/ baked goods.

I had a positive appointment with restart yesterday. I really feel positive about where my life is going.

I'm focusing more on listening to what I need (I think I wrote this in the last one but, oh well) mind, body and soul.

Mind = feelings, boy feeling like I need to explain them is a big issue for me. I was under the impression that I had to get better at that. But no I just had to remove it.

Body = been sleeping a lot lately. I'm in hibernation at least it feels like that. If I was tired in the afternoon I would tell myself no not right now, I'm sure there are a million things I could be doing. Now I just sleep. I feel so much better after. Less anxiety more clarity.

Soul = This word always makes me smile. It's deeper than just feelings, it's cravings. When I want to turn it in another direction it always pulls me back to this. Needs wants my soul sees it all. I enjoy listening to it more than everything. That's where I see my authentic future self.

All dreams are impossible before they become possible. All doubts just make my walls stronger. 27 minutes, see you when I see you.


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