I woke at 8 something went back to sleep. Then woke again at 11 am. I wasn't going to write a morning page today. but the stars aligned. It was before 12 and I was awake.
90% of my days are manifesting, relaxed and no less worry. The other 10 are the bad days, the sad days. Where I get impatient. Where I think am I delusional and dumb for believing that it will all become a reality one day. When that happens I remind myself that there is a reason I'm feeling this way. It's not unreasonable to get a little frustrated. I'm reminded that's when this stage of my life began. I try to stop myself from feeling this way then I'm reminded that everything including feelings has its place. One day I will be sitting in my new house with my hubby and six kids. All dreams are impossible before they become possible. The doubts just make the walls around my dream stronger.
humm, I like that I think I'll use that for the last line from now on (note to self)
I am manifesting my dream life, marriage, kids, happiness. Everything else is a bonus.
18 minutes, see you when I see you.
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