Woke at 8 am and went back to sleep. Woke again at 11 am. Went to the kitchen washed the plates, and put on some washing.
11:30 am, I am in the living room watching GMM season 16 on the big tv. Hard dough bread and a chai latte in front of me.
Another day another appointment to worry about. I am so focused on only listening to my gut because not listening to it leads me down an anxious and overthinking and stress road. I know my work coach is coming from a good place of this evidence = success, it's the point of view of the world.
I refuse to take any step back, no matter how small, so there will be no people-pleasing. I will not be doing anything that I am not 100 per cent happy to be doing. In my mind, I am questioning that.
'Is it too unreasonable?'
I'm really really focused on my happiness.
The second thing on my mind is missed opportunities and my lack of a love life. It's just so frustrating to be clueless about his feelings. What I need...yesterday is a resolution and some closure.
I am manifesting my dream life, marriage, kids, and happiness, everything else is a bonus.
32 minutes, see you when I see you.
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