Morning page #200

 11: 49 am I woke up a second before to ask me what my eBay login was. I haven't used eBay in years mate.

I have done my routine of going to the kitchen and making a cup of tea (today was Moringa tea) hours ago. I really wanted to write a morning page. I put it on my whiteboard for the past two days. I've woken early in the morning (like 3 am early) and couldn't decide what to fall asleep to (TV/Movie) nowadays it's between family guys. Youtube so GMM or watch later lists (because I have more than one channel) I recently started bingeing NCIS Hawaii again. Season 2 is up and the rest of season 1. I can't remember if it's always been there. I'm pretty sure it's all new. 

I'm feeling hella frustrated about the things that are temporary in my life. I'm not going to mention them because I said them many times on here. I've always known that I was destined for better. Now to be so close to the better, but still, have to answer another about what I am doing and why I m doing it. It is just not the one, it makes me want to scream inside.

I am manifesting my dream life, marriage, kids', happiness, everything else is a bonus.

15 minutes, see you when I see you.