Monday, 7 November 2022

I had another realisation

...that I was living my life through the world's eyes and not God's. I first came to that conclusion at 21 when I realised my trying to get rid of my 'shyness' (in inverted commas because I don't identify with that word anymore) instead of accepting who I am.

The latest realization came to me while in my restart appointment. I always worry about explaining myself and giving the reason why I'm saying no to this or that. Because all I have is I don't need it or I don't want to because I'm me 100%. 

This year's self-improvement/self-development/ spiritual discovery has brought me to the conclusion that I have all I need within me. So I don't need to change anything.

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