I woke up at 11:55 a.m., right there I knew it was going to be after 12 when I start writing this. Still, I'm going to write one I put it on my to-do list. Went to the kitchen, wash the plates in the sink
12:12 a.m. Family Guy on the laptop which I slept to. A cup of sweet caramel in front of me.
In 2019 I had my spiritual Awakening, when I decided I had to fill my feels about the input of another. well, yesterday I was randomly (random ha) thinking about a list I wrote putting my life in sevens. in fact, that's what I called it My Life in Sevens.
Tea check: still hot.
I realised that
Born 1984 - 1991 { 1- 7}
My mum's mum came to live with us. She mentally abused me for 30 years. Though she came to England in 1992 I was 7 years old she came a month before my birthday.
1992 - 1998
1999 - 2005
2006 - 2012
2013 - 2019
Tea check: drinkable
my love life: the non-existent
I know why it hasn't happened yet. In my mind soulmates meet, recognise each other, get married and have kids. I didn't realise my people-pleasing was taking over everything I needed to do some soul-searching and learn some self-love. now that ... I would say almost tripped myself of my people-pleasing personality ( I don't think it will be something that is totally gone) I have no doubt I will be married within 3 years based on my intuition.
my dreams are impossible before they become possible. the doubts make my walls stronger.
20 minutes, see you when I see you.
PS: I accidentally wrote my instead of all. I think I'll leave it, writing this from now on.
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