Woke 11:17 am and then I went to the toilet. Replaced the almost finished toilet paper (‘cough’ pet peeve) I went to the kitchen and made myself a cup of tea.
11:40 a cup of dark Carmel tea in front of me. YouTube watch
list on my Chrome laptop. I have an appointment at 2:15 today. I feel a little
anxious about it. My way to deal with it is to focus on the fact it is
temporary. Like my appointment is 2:15, so I focus on the knowledge that 5pm
the appointment will be over, and I will be back in my room on my bed.
Tea check: Too hot.
I’m not playing this year, manifesting, manifesting,
manifesting. I’m no longer telling myself I’m getting ever single one of those
things I want and more.
[1] UC out of my life
Though I am grateful for what it gave me
(mainly money). I know that if it were not there I would struggle. Saying that UC is the main reason
for my stress.
[2] My love life
to be in a relationship.
To be in a relationship with the guy I have been in love with since 2006.
Despite the fact that I still remember the first time we met and was crushing
since that moment. I don’t believe in love at first sight. I have always been
reluctant to call it love because I had known him less than a month when the
word love came into my head. I told my self
‘No you don’t.’
Because of reasons. Here’s something I’ve never told anyone
less than a month before I met him. God told me you will met the man you are
going to marry this year.
I am manifesting my dream life. No more hope and pray. It’s I’m
alive so it will happen.
37 minutes, see you when I see you.
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