I couldn't sleep because of the gas and electricity. At four something I sent the reminder message, and I received the money in an hour.
Couldn't sleep because I was thinking of my appointment on the 22nd. I'm frustrated that I have to force myself to people-please.
I'm feeling pretty stupid for feeling how I feel about my crush. To dream about marriage and kids when my story is single at 65. Been thinking about feeling guilty ever since that question. It feels wrong somehow to fantasize about a dream life that the other person is not on board with or living it with someone else. I would love it if I knew the truth. Maybe I haven't yet because I wasn't ready to hear it.
11:24 am A cup of sleep and calm twinnings tea in front of me. American Dad episodes on my iPad.
A new job opportunity came up, It's one I have thought of before yet not seriously. One of my oldest sister suggested it because she wants to do it too. When you hear it you might say
'Really, ooh right, get it, girl,' You also might have figured it out from the clues. I'll keep it to myself till it's a definite yes.
I'm back to 30-day challenge printouts after a month. I am new to listening to my feelings and listening to my gut. So I still have a little bit left to question myself. occasionally God gives me confirmation. What looks like '
your decision is wrong and you need to change it.'
is actually
'You are right, don't question, don't doubt,'
I need to spend these next few days in peace and happiness. I won't allow universal credit to still my happy. Do not replace it with anxiety and stress.
55 minutes, see you when see you
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