Today I woke at 6: 31 a.m. Went to the toilet (number one, in case you are interested). Then in the Kitchen, no plates in the sink. I thought I might as might as well cut some fruits, I haven't had fruits in a minute.
07:49 Fruits finished a cup of hear tea (I thought it was heart tea because that's how I first read it) YouTubeStar tarot 0884 Watch list on the laptop.
Tea Check: Drinkable
I've been feeling very creative these past few days. It started with the printing out of some 30-day self-improvement, and mental health challenges on the 13th of October. I also printed some art challenges. And I think that's what inspired me. I drew one about what I'm scared of. I will tell anyone who will ask my biggest fear is heights. The people I know more than a stranger I tell my biggest fear is failure. Only the people I feel worthy I'll tell my biggest fear is turning into the person I hate the most (my mum's mum) in any way shape or form. I also drew a self-portrait and have one titled I Wish. One titled my first love all the questions I have for the person that bears that title. One titled 'I can't,' I've been pushing myself. Beyond what a human being can do. It's not being positive, It's controlling other people's words and actions. I need to stop telling myself to do better when I'm already giving 100%. The last one was what I'm angry at and what I haven't forgiven yet
God Just Sald upload them all to your blog, I dare you. I don't know if I'll upload the last one, maybe on another day.
49 see you minutes (8:38) See you when I see.
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