11: 27 am, sleep in my eyes and doing somersaults.
That's why I have a peppermint tea in front of me. Coco melon on the TV (well my niece is watching it)
I woke at 11: 13 am and the only reason I didn't start with that is I woke to no plates in the sink. Just my niece crying. I did wee though.
That reminded me of the time I was in America (for some reason) in a Buffalo wings restaurant to be exact and I asked a staff member where the toilet is and she looked at me like I had 2 heads. Now...I know ther reason. I know the conversation from her point of view. but I also feel strongly that as someone who works in a restaurant it's important to know those things. Because that word is used by the British English people. Anyway, that was my first thought. I get it but maybe do some research.
Tea check: still too hot.
Seeing my life from a different view (especially this year). Trying to let go of things I can't control. I've realised what I need 100 per cent is to do only what I want to do all the time or at least more times than not. Try to strip the people-pleaser personality.
Tea check: Still too hot
In the past, I felt like I need to do this thing. Now I can't afford to do anything that I'm not at least 60% into.
Feeling: right now my stomach has stopped somersaulting and I'm feeling happy - relaxed.
There is a woman that I want to be and until that moment I have work to do
25 minutes, see you when I see you.
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