Morning Pages #57 I had a dream about my Dad

11: 59 am, I didn’t make myself anything this morning because I want to write this while it was fresh in my mind.

Last night I had a dream that I was walking through a house. I came to a room, where my Mum and Dad were. My Dad was lying down, my Mum sitting at the end of the bed. I gave my Dad a big hug. My Dads expressions was surprised. The next room I went to I saw my young brother, a lot younger than he is now. That’s when I realised, I went back in time. Next, I saw my 2 younger sisters as they are now. In the next room, I sat on the settee and turned on the TV. My nephew came into sleep. I told him he might want to go into the living room not realising that’s the room we were in. The doorbell rang and that’s when I realised, we were at my old house. There was a woman and a man telling me I won something, and can they film my reaction, I was in my nightie. A man appeared behind them giving me a dirty look. He said

‘This is why we gave you slot, so this doesn’t happen,’

Then he walked away. I didn’t know what he was talking about, how could he give me a slot when I didn’t know this was happening. As we were talking my other nephew came to the house.

This is the second time travel dream I had. The first time I saw myself when I was about 2or 3.
22 minutes, see you when I see you.

Morning pages #56 British Dramas

8:04am, a cup of hot water in front of me. I made myself a Jam and peanut butter sandwich.

Back to my British dramas binge watch. I saw Paranoid and I’m currently watching Bordertown.

I wrote a few poems for May myself and I. Which I’m very, very happy about.

Now I only have 2 poems to write for each.

11 minutes, see you when I see you.

Morning Pages Day #55 A little break

10:29am, Mug of tea beside me watching one of us on Netflix (British drama). I decided to explore British dramas. I feel like I’ve been neglecting them, I recently saw Paula.

I haven’t written in this for about a week. I just haven’t felt like it. 

The course I was on ended. I learnt some good stuff on it. I also learnt a lot of stuff I already knew but it’s Ok. It would be frustrating for someone without patience. You could leave me sitting somewhere and say

‘I’ll be right back,’

And I’ll still be sitting there 1 hour later even 2 hours later. Oh, I’m inwardly inpatient, don’t get me wrong. I’ll be saying

‘Where is she?’ and ‘She did say right back, I was under the impression that meant 5 minutes max, maybe I’m wrong,’ ‘Maybe she forgot about me?... I should ask,’

I learnt more about Microsoft Excel (which I usually avoid) on this course. I’m gonna make sure I use it in my everyday life, so I don’t feel like the course is wasted.

20 minutes, see you when I see you.

Morning Pages Day #54 Netflix's The Fix

10: 38am, just made some breakfast nothing extravagant I just made a bowl of cereal.

I have the song it’s ‘just my imagination,’ in my head.

Binge watching the fix on Netflix. Someone should tell Jimmy that his catchphrase

‘We’ll be solving the world’s problems in 5…4…3…2..1,’

Doesn’t work because that’s when the count down starts. For it to work they would need to get rid of the credits. And that’s not going to happen because people need to be thanked.  

‘It is just my imagination, running away from me…man, who sang that song.

21 minutes, see you when I see you.